No they are out now. They threatened to kill me too and had biker gangs after me. Hand shot guns to peoples heads and so forth. IT was a very life altering and damaging event. It destroyed my life pretty much. I have very bad war level simple and complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder from it.
And I don't ever want to look at those men ever again for the rest of my life. I hope they changed. Because ever dream and hope I had died with that event. I am trying to rebuild still to this day and it was quite a few years ago now.
Friday, November 25, 2011
That's fucking disgusting. Those ass holes better be in solitary confinement, and you better visit them every day to make sure theyre lives are miserable
no plzzz dont block me ive been blocked by 6 people now, my acct is getting deactivated in 2 days unless you unblock me. PLZ I BEG YOU. and i am not a poor excuse for life plz dont say that
So you are saying I should have compassion on you when you didn't have compassion on me and felt the need to lower yourself to such a disgusting level that people don't want to be around you? Let me ask you a question. Why do you hate yourself so much that you wouldn't want to make friends by being a wonderful courageous soul who fights for peoples rights and hopes for their dreams to come true?
If you won a million dollars what would you do with it?
Buy a little house invest some and then give tons to charities.
What was your worst travel experience?
hmmmm Anything to do with BMX BMXers are fucking morons and work really hard to make stupid things happen so they have retarded stories to tell people. So you end up having the worst time ever because everyone is acting like twats and fucking up everyone's good time.
Do you believe there's intelligent life on other planets?
There isn't any here I don't give other planets much credit either.
wtf btch u made two guys bleed and spend their life in jail?
They punched stabbed and kicked the blood out of my friend all over the room onto me and themselves taking turns jumping on his head and seeing if they could get the blood to hit the ceiling. You are now blocked.
why is that funny bitch? how can a kick from a GIRL hurt a GUY?
Like I said... you are easily blocked. Thanks for coming out. Maybe your next life you won't be a total sexist biggot. But for now you are the lowest excuse for a man or even a species there is. Work on it. It's a terrible feeling to know that a person is full of hate and ignorance when you know what good they could be doing in the world.
What happened to the two guys that tried to kill your friend?
They were found five days later by the cops still covered in blood from head to toe bragging to their friends that they killed a man. They went to jail.
If one of the haters tried to attack you and you trolled them so bad they went and killed themselves, would you feel bad? Because looking back on some of your posts, thats probably what happened with that one kid haha
May the blessings of elves men and all good folk be upon you. Go now to Mordor.
Ya right btchh if i entered ur house u cudnt kick the shit out of me cuz im a guy
I kicked the shit out of two guys. You don't know me so don't assume anything about me. And try and understand something even more simple you are easily blocked so don't come off like your some cooler than cool douche.
Does a person's Nature have a bearing on his/her Character?
Yes. Of course. Hormones in men differ from women they are more aggressive and have different sex drives. However there are 7 mil people in the world there are variations down the board of what your hormones make you do. After that it's DNA and then after that it's what you are taught.
Do you love to share what you have?
Yes. Of course. What is the use of having anything if you do not share it.
Are you generous?
I don't have much to give away but what I have I part with easily. I have NO money at all ever but what money I spend I will gladly spend on friends if it's needed. My time I would give to any soul who enjoyed my company or needed my help.
Whats on your mind at this moment?
The usual. How to make the world a place that has less suffering. Little cute animals. How to cheer up Maleek. And How much I am in love with Jared Leto.
IF one of these haters tried to rob your house what would you do?
I have already had two men break into my home and try to murder my housemate and bestfriend. So I would assume I would do the same as I did in that incident and try and kick the living shit out of them till they leave if they were trying to kill anyone. If they were just taking stuff. I wouldn't really give a shit as long as they left me food and my bed and didn't hurt me or my cats. I could care less I have had nothing in the past and it wasn't bothersome. Things come and go. If they need stuff or money that badly I will help them carry it the fuck out of my house.
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Plz stop trolling me u fukin btch u make me wanna rot in a cell I Cnt take it
Well you make me wanna pukk and roll in it naked. Care to join me?
STop plzzz take me serious I can't stand u. U can't just joke around about this I don't wanna rot in a fukin cell
You could draw stick people on the wall. I say you beam back to Mars. They are sending a ship there tonight. Just don't sell drugs there when you get there.
Shut up btch plz help me im poor nd I mite go to jail for 11 years for selling drugs plzz help
Unicorns don't sell drugs. 11 is a lucky number.
Is it true that most guys don't like to be a girls first?
I wouldn't know. Maybe you should ask a guy.
Can you do whatever you want to? Are you sure?
I can yes. I have learned that I can do impossible things.
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
What would you do on a perfect date?
I would pick up Jared Leto in a slick electric car and we would go to a nice vegan restaurant for lunch then to an art museum so we could wander around and hold hands and look at art and then dinner at a drive in movie so we could make out in the back seat. Then go for a midnight dip in a pool and then make sweet sweet sugar cookies all night long.
If you could go on vacation for the next month with an unlimited budget, where would you go?
I would go to the tiger monastery and stay there and take care of tigers and then I would go find the rhino sanctuaries. Then I would go to bali and live in a tree house and surf. And then I would go to the Reiki Schools and study reiki and then to meet Lama Donedrup the tai chi master and study with him.
What is the craziest thing you would like to do before you die?
Tour around the world on the wings of my music career.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Do you lead an interesting life? What makes you think so?
Not right now no. Right now I live a life of a person in transition from injury and loss of everything to with any luck and hard work a person who has created a wonderful life fore herself and all those I come in contact with.
What is the last thing you would think would happen to you?
I would get hit by a meteor and grow wings and a tail.
What would it take for you to stand up for yourself?
I always stand up for myself. When people are treating me like crap what they don't know is I just really sit there and feel terrible for them. It must be awful to feel like they would have to make someone stand up for themselves.\ to go to such lengths as to figure out ways to make a person jump through hoops for them or belittle them. What a shame for them. What an absolute shame for them to be so utterly lacking in moral fiber.
Who do you feel you have learned the most from in life?
My mother of course. She has taught me everything and still does.
When would you feel like somebody is trying to save face?
Wow. People never need to save face around me. Anyone can make whatever mistakes they want around me and I will be the one standing there helping them figure out how to fix it all and carry on. No one would ever have to save face around me. I mean for anything. As long as they are truely honestly willing to not just try but to actually be an amazing person from that point on.
What are the traits you desire in a Partner?
I like sexy people. I like it when people are sexually confidant. But not vulgar. I don't like slut traits I like sexual confidence. Take no shit kinda people who know what they want. Other than that I like what everyone else likes. Good sense of humor trust worthy problem solvers hard working really good looking compassionate super talented driven and artistic. All those good traits.
What do you feel people should express more often?
Their True feelings. I feel like people are so guarded that even after years they won't just admit to thinking and feeling certain ways to fit in. I don't know. I think people should be more sexually free too. I mean not sexual vulgar like turning every fucking thing into an inuendo but be able to have conversations about stuff they like sexually and not be freaked out. They would find better partners that way. I have never thought of sex as dirty. That's for people who are brainwashed.
Monday, November 21, 2011
What did you dream about last night?
I dreamed that everyone was in the olden days. There was a nanny a woman I didn't know but everyone had a tattoo on their upper pectoral near their shoulder with the date of their death written on it. Everyone was given a random date when they were born and on that date they would be euthanized. The nanny lady in my dream was soon to be euthanized and we were trying to save her.
What do you think of guys with shaved heads? Hot or not?
I don't know why this has perplexed me so much right now. LOL
I myself have shaved my head and had so many compliments on how stunning I looked.
I like so many different styles its so hard to say I think that is why I can't come up with a hot or not answer because what is hot to me isn't so much the style of the hair or clothes the person wears but how they wear it and the person rocking it.
I am not going to go full out and say I ma souly sold on personality I like a stunning man like the next girl... but he can shave his head or rock a mullet and I will date him no matter what if his heart is gold.
I would have to see what you look like to be able to answer this honestly because shaved is not for everyone. Every really hot people can look a little messed up with a shaved head.
But then you shave the head of someone who is very unique looking and all of a sudden they are even more stunning than you could have imagined.
You do whatever you want.
What's the stupidest rule you have ever heard?
Most rules are stupid. I think human should be allowed to go about things any which way they want so more people die of stupidity.
What do you think is causing your success?
I am successful? At what? Right now I suck long hard moose cock at everything I do.
What is something that should never be taken seriously?
Most things are taken far more seriously then they should be and they cause issues that create situations that we need to take seriously which is the circle of stupidity that I try to avoid.
Joan Rivers. That's a thing not to take serious.
Did you ever learn the art of diplomacy?
"The art and practice of conducting negotiations between nations."
I am more than skilled at creating atmospheres of diplomacy. I don't know if its something I learned or if it is a skill I had within me but I have a finely tuned diplomatic instrument playing songs of love and peace through me at all times.
Sunday, November 20, 2011
If you could look like anybody, who would it be?
I don't know I never thought about who more like what. I would love to look like an elf fairy.
If you could have a super power, what would it be?
Ability to make anyone elated with joy and completely free from pain.
What was the worst movie you've ever seen?
Ninja Enforcer. I used to love really bad kung fu movies. It was a thing I had. I am over that.
How often do you correctly predict the future?
I get it right about 89 percent of the time. The other times I don't know the out come of the predictions for any given reason to know weather I was correct.
If you lost everything you had, possessions, job, house, friends and family. Where would you go? What would you do and why?
If I lost everything I would have to go to the government or a hospital. Loosing everything is not as terrifying as people think in this day and age if you live in a first world country. Now I don't know if a first world person would know what to do in the cases of some of these people in 3 world countries. I am assuming they would die.
I would go to a hospital because they have everything there that people need.
Do you agree that mean, rude, bullies and people who wants to see people suffer lacks the feeling of true love?
No I think they they have issues with power. I don't think anyone lacks love but I think there are things they like more than it. Power is seductive and feels very wonderful. More wonderful than love for some.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
What celebrity do you look like?
I don't think I look like the people that those webpages that compare you look like. But they say I look like some super model and clare danes the most. I think I look more like that chick that played the witch elf in lord of the rings and I will be fucked if I can remember her name right this minute.
Who was the greatest mad scientist of all time in your opinion? What makes them the greatest and why do you think they're mad?
The Curries come to mind simply because they were so determined to study Uranium that they died.
The guy that studied the digestive system was pretty wild too. He had a soldier who had a wound in his stomach that wouldn't heal or something like that and he was dropping meat into that wound. That's kind gross.
I think all the guys that worked on the A bombs were fucked in the head.
They guys creating anti matter these days are a mess.
How can one tell whether or not his or her heart is in the right place?
That's easy. There is an honest feeling that overwhelms a good souled intention. It feels like floating and open and like a deep breath of fresh air. When you are doing something good you feel free.
When you are ill intentioned you feel a panic about you. A franticness and a heightened vigilance to reactions to the person you are not treating with purity.
Daily I think to myself stuff like How could someone like Jared know the difference between people who would use him and people who would love him...
Then I think I don't think anyone really totally can.
Then I think stuff like what would I do to prove I would never hurt him or use him or something...
I think the only thing I could do was to walk away and never come back into his life and just love him from afar like so many do send him love and reiki.
But I made a promise. So I can't even do that.
Other than that I think it just comes to tying a rock around their neck and throwing them in the water and see if they float.
What is something people often have a hard time keeping to themselves or keeping secret?
I don't know. I am the best secret keeper because I couldn't care less about knowing shit that is all secret so I just like as soon as someone says keep this a secret I just say something like dude don't even tell me or if they need to tell me I just sorta faze out cuz secrets are sorta pointless to me. LIke yeah a birthday party whatever but like gossip shit I could care less about to the degree that I mostly like walk away from that shit. Stuff that people don't want people to know about they never tell. They would never tell a soul ever if it was a true secret. Real secrets are because they are too powerful for many unwise humans to know or because they are very bad. Anything of real wonder and true amazement and good in this world should be shared to the enth degree.
But let me see something that people have a hard time keeping to themselves is good news.
Jealous people gossip and spread rumors and lies.
Friday, November 18, 2011
Are the simplest statements usually the truest of all?
Sometimes not always. Things are never black and white
Does your happiness depend on others?
On a superficial level and to some degree on a deeper level yes. But when you really examine what happiness is you find that it is subject to the likes and dislikes of people. on a very deep level happiness and or love which are aspects of each other are all there is and anything other than that are divations from the norm of happy an in love. But if a person doesn't want ot be happy they won't be.
What's the best party that you have been to?
My 30 birthday I thought I would be partying with BMX pros from around the world and rockstars... instead I was standing beside a women who had not walked in 7 years from having MS disease while I gently held her hand to walk her to her and myself to our birthday cakes. I wished my whole life for the most kickass 30th birthday that blew doors on everything I even prayed for it. I never knew that is what I would later come to understand was the most kickass thing ever and there wasn't a rockstar in sight and not one BMXer but me.
Why do people believe in things that remain mostly unproven and have done for a very long time. Aliens, Ghosts, Angels, Gods ETC
Mostly because things have happened to them that were enough proof to verify them. The issue with things such as these is that the laws of physics and such can't possibly apply to them in totality because they are not of the physical world. There is no formula for thought. Yet it was thought that beget the formula.
There are many things in this life that you have to believe to see. Many more than vice versa.
Once upon a time a human said that invisible creatures were making us sick.
No one believed them because they believed God made us sick for doing bad things.
Now we know that invisible things do make us sick. Those things were not proven for a very long time but they were believed in.
Can men be soothing and loving?
Oh yes very. They can be ridiculously sweet and soothing. Some men are so dear and tender its so wonderful. But they are often taken off the market quickly. Some are very galent and all those wonderful prince charming type things. They need to feel safe to express that type of thing though. That they are not going to be ridiculed for showing these attributes. A mans manliness needed to be protected at all times just as a woman's womanliness needs protecting. A man should always defend women's soft sides and not make them into lesser attributes and women should always defend men's protectiveness. Those are both hardwired into them and need not be diminished as they are both needed. It is the key to know when though. Over protective and over soft is to hard for many people to handle. There is always balance and willingness to find that is important. The less we fear the soft caring parts of life that seem so vulnerable the more we will get along and men are such wonderful creatures with such wonderful qualities when they act from a noble place.
Are great looks and character enough to suffice and ensure a lifetime relationship?
I don't know what ensures a lifetime relationship. Great looks spark them in some cases, great character lends to longevity and maturity and problem solving skills are very key but I think real true love is the key to the lifetime deal. I think if you can't see yourself wiping that persons ass for them when they are so sick they can't and if you can't see yourself holding hands when they are arthritic and crinkled then you probably wouldn't last a lifetime. If you can't see defending them to your death or kissing them at their worst it's doomed to fail. If you can't live with their faults you can't live with them. You have to be able to put up with their faults. If they are loud and talk a lot if they love to play practical jokes on you. Anything like that... you have to work hard at relationships and pray for guidance from Goddess. But if you mesh ok then its much easier.
I am the type that tends to peoples mental and emotional state rather continuously I can get resentful by accident if people are not equally attentive to mine. Which is hard because I am pretty anal about making sure everyone is happy.
But one thing I know forsure even true love can not endure with out forgiveness.
Monday, November 14, 2011
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If you lived in another era what era would you choose?
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What do you like about fairs?
I love fairs because it so old school community feel. The jam making the pie tasting the little rides and contests I love that shit.
Do you ever keep records of things?
Yes. I used to be much more diligent but I am not so much a record keeper personality I am more of a problem solver. But I keep things that mean a lot to me. If that counts.
Would you rather research something on the internet or talk to someone who has actually experienced what you are researching? Why?
Oh talk to someone defiantly. To sit and feel the story they tell and touch them in a hand shake. To sit quiet and examine those features change as the events pass through their lips. I love examining people. I love people one on one. I love groups if I am preforming or speaking but I adore the art of conversation and after a certain number of people that art is lost unless you are with well mannered people which is a rarity. People fascinate me I even fascinate myself. When I see myself reacting in hardwired ways to situations I will stop and think what is making me feel this way or that or whatever sometimes when I try to over ride that it gets worse. But I if got to talk to The Dali Lama or Osho or some guru I would so down in my space. Or a good philosopher. Mostly I like spiritualist tho because they tame vices and adore manners and such. but they can be the ones that will say the most deep cutting things to a person to serve the purpose of making people aware. But man it cuts when they observe you. A Zen master will dive you fucking nuts.
What do you think is a real meaning of the word "sexy"?
The real meaning of the word sexy is simple it is someone who gives off an air of sexuality in everyday actions and with inherit physical features that humanity wants to pass down in it's progeny hence creating a sexual urge in those around them. So a good looking person is more sought after because even if they are dumb as a stick they are treated smarter and given more opportunities in life because we are hardwired to be attracted to that which will survive in this life.
Did your parent's mistakes and weaknesses shape who you are, or are you the result of your own efforts and values?
Little bit of both. I try really hard to live up to a standard that most people don't want to try to live up too. My mother says I make her strive to be a better person because of how wonderful I am, how gentle and kind and how hard I try to learn and improve each day. She also says I irritate her because I am always showing her how she could be happy when she isn't and it pisses her off that she isn't doing it. So I don't know. I worked really hard to stay off drugs and alcohol because of what it did to my family and how much it just wrecks peoples lives. Not that I have not gone off the deep end every once in a while and got blauto like auto but I never let it get to a point where anything we so out of hand it was wrecking my life. But I push myself way harder than anyone in my family it's not a trait I have seen in anyone else in my family maybe it's because I have seen just how far down people can fall into the holes of life. I have really tried hard to be a good person. The best type of person. I don't I think it's a cop out when people say they are not a role model every human being is a role model no matter where they are on this bogus ladder of life. We are living examples every minute of the human potential. If you cut yourself short with giving into flaws and vices you never know what you can achieve. I have achieved huge huge personal things that the world will never know about but some of my friends might and it prompted them to move forward... When I was 16 in english class we had to do an assignment and write a poem in the same form as this other poem she likes so I did. And as usual the teacher had me read mine in front of the class and she ws crying because it was an inspiration to her. My whole life I was made to be an example of what to be by teachers but I was just this little rebel a serious little rebel I was always challenging teachers and the system and making people cry and they were always testing my IQ and I just didn't fit into the system very well but I valued what it was trying to do. I have always had a personality that was vastly different from everyone I knew and it wasn't till I was older than I found out that I had a personality in the 1 percent of the world and same with my IQ and my height and my abilities and everything about me was so not of the norm that I started understanding why I am like I am and I accept that. But it is very difficult to relate to people in the aspect that people don't get me but I often get them far far far more then they will ever understand. So Whatever the factors involved in making me who I am right this second I have to believe that I am the best me I can be this very moment and every moment step forward into a better me and a more wonderful person.
If you could be granted one wish (no wishing for more wishes) what would it be?
I would wish for enlightenment of all things.
Why do they say "follow your heart"? Isn't that what gets you in trouble in the first place?
Because a broken heart hurts more than a confused brain.
If you had just one day to sit in a library and read any one book what would it be?
Something by Shell Silvrstein Where the Sidewalk Ends probably. I love kids stories. They have so much imagery and teach you so much.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
What would be the best thing about being a vampire?
I can't think of a single benefit of being a vampire. Now being a unicorn or a witch that would be rad.
How do you react when someone is rude or acts ill mannered towards you for no reason?
I ask them what the matter is or I leave.
If you could to protest one thing right now, what would it be?
I would over throw the system that is destroying everything.
Do you really believe that Outer Space is infinite?
I think infinite is relative to the being experiencing it.
What's something nice a friend has done for you?
All my friends do wonderful things for me. Shanon is mailing me something nice. She is so sweet.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
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Would you rather be wanted or needed ?
Wanted. Because when someone wants you and never changes their mind it's love. When someone needs you they have no choice but to love you and that often turns into complicated resentment.
What is your special talent? And do you believe you have undiscovered talents?
Undiscovered talents? hmmmm let me think I don't know what I have not discovered about myself. But I have many talents. singing acting writing styling clothes I am a talented reiki practitioner and I did some good tai chi and stunt bike riding in my life. I am funny and I take great photos. I am good with animals and old people. I was a top rated rower me and my rowing partner Louise Cooper were two of the best rowers in Canada at one point. I am an excellent distance swimmer and won some cross lake swims. I am an over achiever and I work very hard at everything I do to turn a little natureal talent into a top notch contender at all times.
What were you born to do ?
Sing. Plant trees. Love Jared Leto. Help humanity animals and the environment.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Your great awkward moment was...?
I don't have many... It's not so much that I feel awkward... that isn't the issue... it's that I am so over confidant and the things I would say are so intense that I find myself silent holding back mountains of over the top personality traits that are not very common and that silence makes me feel like I have made the person I am with awkward so I just end up walking away. Anyone who really knows me knows how fucking friendly and boisterous I can get... and anyone who really really knows me knows how silent and aloof I can be. I know I can take over a room at the drop of a hat... with any comment or even just my voice. It's very hard to let other people exist around me sometimes... so I just shut the fuck up and step back more often than not so I don't wreck other peoples time with one up comments or stealing their thunder. I have watched my friends do that to each other over the years and I have watch myself trying to keep up with the jones in social situations and it makes me fucking ill so I don't. The only thing that is awkward about me is romance. Romance in it's blooming stages is a fumbling hand in a bag of hopes.
How do you feel when you are aware of another person or other people watching you?
I am fine with that. I just go about my business. People stare at me a lot. "I'm a snappy dresser." I just hope they like the sound of my farts and like watching me pick wedgies and a good snot rocket.
What would cause someone to freeze up when he or she is being asked questions?
If they we too personal or hurtful.
Are we placing most of our bets on future technological advancements to bring comfort, entertainment and meaning to our continued survival?
You can take me out of the universal we you just used.
Stephen Hawking thinks that the only way we can survive as a species is to inhabit other planets. What do you think?
I think he is arrogant and needs to be put in his place. He makes statements as if anything he says matters... nothing anyone says matters. Not even a little bit. If he were to sit silent and contemplate his ego he might find that it's as big as the universe he studies right now. "The age of man is over..." Get over it.
Is there ever a time when being a hypocrite is a good thing and is not wrong? If so, when?
Sometimes it's not so much hypocrites that people are it's there ambivalence that overwhelms them. I think that is more of the case with most...
Friday, October 7, 2011
Do you care about everyone or only certain people?
I care about certain people more and everyone in general like everyone else. Sept people that don't like specific groups of people. They don't really count... but I care about them understanding how to love more and hate less.
What is your strong point (topic)in conversation that you feel confident about?
I can talk about anything because if I don't know I ask... I don't talk to pontificate and sound smart. I talk to enlighten... which means I listen more than anything.
What is something that you've tried, but you never succeeded in?
I don't know... I think I have succeeded in lots of things... oh yeah getting the Trick Chicks off the ground.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
As anybody ever spoiled you? in what way?
Mom. She is hard to handle sometimes like all moms are... but she loves me and I am her only child so she is always providing. She is always buying me food and saving up to take me out to dinner.
Have you ever felt like talking to complete strangers?
I always do its the best thing to do. It makes the world a friendly place.
What monthly salary would suffice to make you happy?
Money doesn't make me happy it makes me comfortable while I do things that make me happy like hang out with friends and sing etc... but I think if I made 5000 bucks a month I could really do some wonderful things in this world for people and animals and the environment and my career.
What would you do if someone gave you something to eat that you hate?
I am overly polite most of the time. So I ate stuff out of manners.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
As anybody ever spoiled you? in what way?
Yeah sometimes I am super spoiled and other times I feel like I am not. My friends in RL never actually make an effort to be top notch friends with me. I am the one that makes all the effort all the time. They have even abandon me when I was in the hospital never to hear from them again... people have hurt me more than I really care to discuss. But some people and they know who they are, are good souls who put time and love into me and make me some sort of priority. But mostly people just talk to me when they need something from me or if they are horny.
When would you think a person spends his or her time wisely?
When they tell another person they love them.
Monday, October 3, 2011
During what time of the day do you feel the happiest?
The time when I am hugging my cat or talking to someone I love.... like if I was online the same time as Jared. Ha. I am a full on geek in love.
Where's your favorite place to buy clothes?
I like Winners a lot. But if I could I would buy Mori clothes in japan.
Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?
well you can't breathe at high altitudes... but I could breath at major depths... I think it depends on how deep under water I could go. If I could go to the bottom of the ocean that would fucking rule hard.
Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
according to Myers Briggs personality testing I have the second most uncommon personality in existence. And my Introverted/extrovertedness are about the exact same but I border usually 1 to 2 percent more introverted then extroverted. The only other personality more rare than mine is a very severe introvert that doesn't function very well at all in any social situations and rarely peeks out to play with others.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Men - what have you learnt from women in your life? Women - what have you learnt from men in your life?
That you would rather not be in my life. That you vain and you cheat to the point of jeopardizing my health.
is it too early for a margarita?
Listen if you wanna drink drink. Don't ask permission to live your fucking life.
What would make a person be comfortable with lying?
I wouldn't know. I don't lie. I never have reason to.
What do people in America think of other countries?
I wouldn't know I am not American. But for the most part I would think they think there is anyone else but them.
When would you wonder where someone got his or her information from?
I don't know... when it's wrong and overly personal.
Do you consider yourself athletic?
I as now I am just a tenderized bag of shit with no real reason for breathing.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Do you master your emotions or do they master you ?
I don't think it's a game of who masters what I think it's knowing what you are feeling and acting sanely as possible by testing wisdom against it's foes.
Why do people think life experience equals how intelligent you are?
I have no fucking clue because most of the time people make the worst choices ever and learn nothing from them.
Can you describe a time/situation that you have really had to trust your gut?
yeah.I have to remember when it buzzes that is bad.
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Should we all be vegans? Are eating animals necessary for our survival and if not are we just murdering poor innocent animals unjustly?
Yes I think we all should be and yes it is unjust murder of innocent. It's the only way to save the planet that and stop driving and using paper and wood products.
Why do so many people believe that the only way to solve problems is with violence?
It's not that they think that is the way to solve it it is just that the anger overwelhms them and they do violent things without thinking. Then there are others who are just a-sholes.
Would you be mad if I were to steal your heart?
You would be taking it away from Jared. So you have to wrestle him for it.
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Which dead historical figure would have hated the internet?
I don't know why I think Abraham Lincon would. I know Alexander Gram Bell would have.
Who deserves to be homeless?
Greedy people need a time out. They need to know they are over indulgent. But I don't think they should be homeless no one should be homeless unless they want to be. I think that rich people just need a reality check. People that came from nothing sometimes have this thing where they think they will run out and they over compensate... they need reality checks of what poverty is.
What are your favorite pizza toppings?
I can't eat cheese. But I love it hardcore. So I am vegan and the rare time I have cheese it kills me. Onions, mushrooms, green pepper, tomato.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Have you ever met your look alike?
No but one day a girl in my gr 10 class brought this picture of a model in a mag to school and was like I saw her and I thought it was you... and I looked and I was like holy effing hell. It's me. How did I get there?
If I moved into your brain, would I be in good and healthy living conditions?
Yes. I think so. But you would be kicked out pretty fast cuz Jared Leto lives there.
If you had to carry a self-defence weapon , what would be your choice?
War hammer. Proven to be the most efficient killing tool in hand to hand combat.
What does it mean to forgive?
When the memory doesn't hurt any more usually that's the point when you have reached total forgiveness.
What would you do if you get a flat tire in the middle of a safari among lions and tigers?
Douce myself in stake sauce and pray from a neck kill.
How often do you wear sweat pants?
I fucking love sweat pants. If I could be a fashion maivon in them I would wear them 24 7 but I gots to strut my fine ass about in something sexy/cute so I abort the total track pants uniform once in a while.
How do you feel about immigrants coming into your country and culture? Should they be deported?
80 percent of canada is imports.
Thursday, September 22, 2011
What would you not want to be without?
Shelter food and a comfy warm bed and my mom. I always get so sick inside thinking about when she won't be with me anymore.
Is it possible many are convinced of things NOT because of logic but because of sheer force of testimony?
That is the majority of humanity.
Do you feel a sense of accomplishment right now?
Not so much. Just feeling like I have not done anything worth while in forever even though I have.
Are you optimistic about your future?
FOr the most part. I just don't see how I am going to make all the great stuff happen at all. How does one make a person fall in love with them? How does one become a successful singer? How does one spread as much compassion and love as possible? How does one cope with suffering? I don't know the answers to these.
How open and honest do you want people to be with you?
I value honesty above all else but most people think that is a ticket to cruelty and it's not.
How much do you crave adventure?
Positive adventure. Yes. I have had my fair share of adventure and it was not so fun because of the circumstance.
Monday, September 19, 2011
what exactly caused life?
Well Life is a recipe. IT takes a certain about of just everything for life as we know it to exist. And life as we know it doesn't exist anywhere else in the galaxy because no other planet is just where we are. Life in other forms will exist due to just slight differences in the recipe of time.
How often do you give yourself something to look forward to?
Not often enough. I think I don't know how to achieve anymore. I used to be such an achiever. Now I just am sorta. My goals are off lately because I ahve to wait for my injuries and surgeries to heal.
Do you think it is possible to move things with the power of your brain?
Yes. It's very possible. And people have seen me do it and freaked out. Like hardcore.
When do you feel like someone just GETS you?
When conversation is just seamlessly flowing and smiles are had and silence isn't awkward. Timing as well. When people are in sync with one another they get it. When moods can change and no one cares. When someone sinks into your touches.
Who do you think is hotter? Brunettes, Blondes, Redheads?
Hot isn't a hair colour. Hot is a state of being. There are some funky ass looking people out there that are totally hot but wouldn't be thought of as your typical hot.
Friday, September 16, 2011
If you could instantly become an expert at one style of dance, what style would you pick?
Well if I could leap like Barishnakov I don't think I spelled that right but that would be rad to leap like him.
What's the longest you've ever gone without a bath or shower?
I used to camp all summer... so yeah couple weeks.
Have there ever been times in your life where you were not sure how you wanted to be treated? If so, please explain.
No. I have always wanted full love and espect from people. Why would anyone want anything than full love and respect? I have always tried my hardest to be respectful and loving to people. It's what I expect in return.
Does swearing ever calm you down and relieve you from stress?
Yes it does. When used at the right time scientists have found that swearing lowers your blood pressure.
Do you think if we ever were in the same room together the universe would explode?
yes it would into pixie dust and it would be the best boom ever.
How often do "your worries" keep you wake at night? Thoughts?
They don't really... I don't know I think my hopes keep me more awake.
What is the big thing that is presently on your wish list.
Right this minute to be financially stable enough to aford food rent and bills all at the same time without help from friends and family and the system.
What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
I am a really calm person in panic situations. It's after when everything is over and fine I loose it. Like it's finally ok for me to react emotionally and not be the problem solver.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
If you were to create a society how would you go about doing it?
This is a hugely complex question that our own world governments have to not perfected the answer to and second I am a total loner. I am not much on society. For the most part society is simply a group conciseness that agrees on certain realities being true to that group. When the common realities vary from group to group often discord is the affect especially when the differing reality agreeances refuse to allow for variation of group reality experiences. And If a variation of the consensus reality appears in the group often the offensive differing reality is shunned and seen as insane. As a whole society groups itself together on geography, looks, and belief of what true reality is to that group. So I couldn't vary well create a society. Societies create themselves through mutual human experiences. Unless I was to say... if you agree to this then we are now a society... otherwise I would be bending the will of humans and brainwashing them to follow me through tactics. Which isn't an agreeance of reality it's a compliance of knowledge.
Would you agree that as long as there's no outright abuse or neglect it's better for a child to grow up with rich parents who don't love them than poor parents who do?
You never know the wonderful person that can be molded from adversity. Not everyone who is abused and neglected turns into mini Hitlers. It's a persons choice how they create themselves. Even under the worst circumstances good people will only be damaged good people while others will create themselves into assholes. I like to think there are more damaged good people out there than assholes.
Do you run away emotionally when someone gets too close to you?
I don't think so. But I don't think anyone that I would like to get close to wants to actually get close to me. I don't think the people I fall in love with are capable of falling in love with me and I think that is how I keep safe sorta. It just hurts and makes me think I am ugly and not worth loving. Mostly. I demand a lot of intelligence and emotional maturity from people. I can't date mental and emotional midgets. But I can't date people who don't actually want to love me out right and announce it to the world. And those that do... I don't get off on. I don't have any terrible vices, I am good looking and smart and talented super laid back, compassionate and devoted and hardworking and I strive to be wise. It's not too much to ask for someone who can match that and treat me with respect. I like humble people that can stand in a spotlight of their greatness and not have to act like there is need for it nor be ever striving to be in that spotlight rather just to be doing wonderful things and making the world awesome as they can. Spotlights fall on deserving people still. Goodwill and respectable talent is still something people hold in high standings. I think I am off topic. I prize emotional maturity and self respect in myself and others.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
My health holds me back from things. Lack of self confidence and feeling obligated and to some degree lazy.
Do you have faith that one day all terrorism will stop and there will be peace all over world ?
I do. I believe that love is what people really want I believe love is what people really are I think that love drives people to do things that would seem evil to another. I think that love is the only thing we have that will save us all.
How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
Because when you experienced it your emotions registered differently than the other person do to the chain of events leading to you both to experience it. Right down to traits that are passed on from ancestors.
What would cause someone to live in fear every single day?
Having your life threatened is a very difficult thing to over come.
When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
Always do what you know is right. You know it's right when your light over comes the darkness of your fear of doing it.
What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
Nothing it's arrogance to say that one persons life is more alive than another persons. That the life that one person lived is more important and more worthy of praise. In simplicity there is a quiet soul living with deep respect with the flow of life and joy in the intricate pieces that the boisterous loud lives pass by without ever knowing. They strive for ever bigger and ever more never knowing the joys of quiet the peaceful qualities of solitude and the reverence to subtleties. To those that need to be bombarded with life till they are spent and useless I pity. They will never know the ecstasy of having life gently life your spirits like a feather floating upwards on a warm humid breeze. To those that need to scream they exist and have the world hear it and feel unfulfilled by not having all things bow to their existence for them to feel like they are real, they will never feel whole. They will live life as a constant hole sucking in life from everything around them and will never ever know the wonders of shining like a real star just by loving so deeply the soft whispers of angels that they struggle to even believe exist. They would rather put down the world of giant leaps of faith then risk looking stupid for even a moment. The difference between being alive and truly living is one word. Gratitude.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
What is the riskiest thing you have done?
IDK I scaled the sides of buildings then I was young... I rode BMX down hills standing on the frame doing 40 klicks... did 233 in a porche... swam across lakes... leg pressed 650kgs... live on the streets... saved a man from being murdered... saved a few people from drowning... I don't know. You pick.
Is everything in human life about money or are there other things ruling human behavior? If so, what are they? Who rules?
Money doesn't even really exist. It's a big game a bunch of children pretended was real and now it's out of control. Cuz really? They break a rock off a mountain and say pay me for it. They run water into a house that is sitting beside a lake and say pay me for it. They grow food that if we had not stopped teaching each other how to do and hunt for we could have as much as we needed and they say pay me. They want paper. They cut down a tree and give you wood for paper. Do you see? It's not sane. We put the power behind money... not the other way around. Without insane human behaviour the concept of money is wasted on every other living and non living thing on the planet. What does a wolf need with money? Was does the half dead Somalian need with a check? What is that paper going to do for them? Give them life? Make their life easier? Do you think a half dead junkie can in the throws of an overdoes is thinking if I only had money I would live through this? Look around you at all the stuff you traded you life for. You traded your life for that TV. You traded your life for this computer. You worked at a job you didn't like so you could ask me is it worth it. No it's not. To ask me if everything is about it. No it's not. Money isn't gonna save your soul, the planet or stop death. It's a game humanity plays and the only rule is have some. And very few people care how they get it.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
If you could attend any concert, what would it be?
Well any 30 Seconds to Mars Concert but for a band I have never seen that would be Red Hot Chilli Peppers hands down. I wanna see them so bad. WITH JOHN!
What was the weirdest gift you ever received?
Camera binoculars... thats freaky ass. I have never used them. They are cheap crap.
If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?
Japanese so I could build any book shelf ever made.
What's the worst show on TV?
Stuff like Jersey Shore Big Brother that kinda shit Bachelor. Like really what the fuck why would any one waste life on that shit?
What music are you listening to today?
30 Seconds to Mars is playing right now and it just switched too... Black Light Dinner Party- Small Boxes... but you can assume that at any given time 30 Seconds to Mars will be playing.
What's one food you'll never eat again?
I will probably never knowingly eat eggs again. God even saying the word makes me want to vomit. They are so fucking gross. Fried fucking snot. A huge ovarie from a chickens ass? The largest single cell. What the fuck were we ever thinking when we first started eating them. Jesus. Effing. Christ.
Do you believe in angels?
I don't believe in them I know them personally. I talk to them en nausium.
When was the last time you received flowers?
I have been given flowers 2 times in my life. Once was this boy Chris in my acting class when they were selling carnations around the school he bought me one and I was like like wow that was completely unexpected and my mom's best friend Clare who died on July 4th last year and I miss her.
Would you rather work at a large company or a small one?
I wouldn't wanna work at a company. I have lived in destitution most of my life vigorously avoiding working for another human much less a whole company big or small.
If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?
My cats, my stuffed leopard Cleo.
Do you believe there's intelligent life on other planets?
Well there isn't any here so there has to be somewhere I guess.
Do you believe in luck?
Yes. I need more of it. You wouldn't know I was part Irish from looking back over some of my life.
If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?
Giving up foods I love is what I have done my whole life. I love meat dairy and all that shit. But I am vegan.... so no go. There are more important things in life than me eating my favorite foods. Like animal rights and ending global warming.
If you could go on a road trip with any person, dead or alive, who would it be and where would you go?
I am going with Jared Leto.
When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
When I was young before I ever took acting and singing classes I wanted to be a paramedic.
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