Friday, October 28, 2011
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Monday, October 24, 2011
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Friday, October 21, 2011
What do you like about fairs?
I love fairs because it so old school community feel. The jam making the pie tasting the little rides and contests I love that shit.
Do you ever keep records of things?
Yes. I used to be much more diligent but I am not so much a record keeper personality I am more of a problem solver. But I keep things that mean a lot to me. If that counts.
Would you rather research something on the internet or talk to someone who has actually experienced what you are researching? Why?
Oh talk to someone defiantly. To sit and feel the story they tell and touch them in a hand shake. To sit quiet and examine those features change as the events pass through their lips. I love examining people. I love people one on one. I love groups if I am preforming or speaking but I adore the art of conversation and after a certain number of people that art is lost unless you are with well mannered people which is a rarity. People fascinate me I even fascinate myself. When I see myself reacting in hardwired ways to situations I will stop and think what is making me feel this way or that or whatever sometimes when I try to over ride that it gets worse. But I if got to talk to The Dali Lama or Osho or some guru I would so down in my space. Or a good philosopher. Mostly I like spiritualist tho because they tame vices and adore manners and such. but they can be the ones that will say the most deep cutting things to a person to serve the purpose of making people aware. But man it cuts when they observe you. A Zen master will dive you fucking nuts.
What do you think is a real meaning of the word "sexy"?
The real meaning of the word sexy is simple it is someone who gives off an air of sexuality in everyday actions and with inherit physical features that humanity wants to pass down in it's progeny hence creating a sexual urge in those around them. So a good looking person is more sought after because even if they are dumb as a stick they are treated smarter and given more opportunities in life because we are hardwired to be attracted to that which will survive in this life.
Did your parent's mistakes and weaknesses shape who you are, or are you the result of your own efforts and values?
Little bit of both. I try really hard to live up to a standard that most people don't want to try to live up too. My mother says I make her strive to be a better person because of how wonderful I am, how gentle and kind and how hard I try to learn and improve each day. She also says I irritate her because I am always showing her how she could be happy when she isn't and it pisses her off that she isn't doing it. So I don't know. I worked really hard to stay off drugs and alcohol because of what it did to my family and how much it just wrecks peoples lives. Not that I have not gone off the deep end every once in a while and got blauto like auto but I never let it get to a point where anything we so out of hand it was wrecking my life. But I push myself way harder than anyone in my family it's not a trait I have seen in anyone else in my family maybe it's because I have seen just how far down people can fall into the holes of life. I have really tried hard to be a good person. The best type of person. I don't I think it's a cop out when people say they are not a role model every human being is a role model no matter where they are on this bogus ladder of life. We are living examples every minute of the human potential. If you cut yourself short with giving into flaws and vices you never know what you can achieve. I have achieved huge huge personal things that the world will never know about but some of my friends might and it prompted them to move forward... When I was 16 in english class we had to do an assignment and write a poem in the same form as this other poem she likes so I did. And as usual the teacher had me read mine in front of the class and she ws crying because it was an inspiration to her. My whole life I was made to be an example of what to be by teachers but I was just this little rebel a serious little rebel I was always challenging teachers and the system and making people cry and they were always testing my IQ and I just didn't fit into the system very well but I valued what it was trying to do. I have always had a personality that was vastly different from everyone I knew and it wasn't till I was older than I found out that I had a personality in the 1 percent of the world and same with my IQ and my height and my abilities and everything about me was so not of the norm that I started understanding why I am like I am and I accept that. But it is very difficult to relate to people in the aspect that people don't get me but I often get them far far far more then they will ever understand. So Whatever the factors involved in making me who I am right this second I have to believe that I am the best me I can be this very moment and every moment step forward into a better me and a more wonderful person.
If you could be granted one wish (no wishing for more wishes) what would it be?
I would wish for enlightenment of all things.
Why do they say "follow your heart"? Isn't that what gets you in trouble in the first place?
Because a broken heart hurts more than a confused brain.
If you had just one day to sit in a library and read any one book what would it be?
Something by Shell Silvrstein Where the Sidewalk Ends probably. I love kids stories. They have so much imagery and teach you so much.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
What would be the best thing about being a vampire?
I can't think of a single benefit of being a vampire. Now being a unicorn or a witch that would be rad.
How do you react when someone is rude or acts ill mannered towards you for no reason?
I ask them what the matter is or I leave.
If you could to protest one thing right now, what would it be?
I would over throw the system that is destroying everything.
Do you really believe that Outer Space is infinite?
I think infinite is relative to the being experiencing it.
What's something nice a friend has done for you?
All my friends do wonderful things for me. Shanon is mailing me something nice. She is so sweet.
Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Monday, October 10, 2011
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Would you rather be wanted or needed ?
Wanted. Because when someone wants you and never changes their mind it's love. When someone needs you they have no choice but to love you and that often turns into complicated resentment.
What is your special talent? And do you believe you have undiscovered talents?
Undiscovered talents? hmmmm let me think I don't know what I have not discovered about myself. But I have many talents. singing acting writing styling clothes I am a talented reiki practitioner and I did some good tai chi and stunt bike riding in my life. I am funny and I take great photos. I am good with animals and old people. I was a top rated rower me and my rowing partner Louise Cooper were two of the best rowers in Canada at one point. I am an excellent distance swimmer and won some cross lake swims. I am an over achiever and I work very hard at everything I do to turn a little natureal talent into a top notch contender at all times.
What were you born to do ?
Sing. Plant trees. Love Jared Leto. Help humanity animals and the environment.
Saturday, October 8, 2011
Your great awkward moment was...?
I don't have many... It's not so much that I feel awkward... that isn't the issue... it's that I am so over confidant and the things I would say are so intense that I find myself silent holding back mountains of over the top personality traits that are not very common and that silence makes me feel like I have made the person I am with awkward so I just end up walking away. Anyone who really knows me knows how fucking friendly and boisterous I can get... and anyone who really really knows me knows how silent and aloof I can be. I know I can take over a room at the drop of a hat... with any comment or even just my voice. It's very hard to let other people exist around me sometimes... so I just shut the fuck up and step back more often than not so I don't wreck other peoples time with one up comments or stealing their thunder. I have watched my friends do that to each other over the years and I have watch myself trying to keep up with the jones in social situations and it makes me fucking ill so I don't. The only thing that is awkward about me is romance. Romance in it's blooming stages is a fumbling hand in a bag of hopes.
How do you feel when you are aware of another person or other people watching you?
I am fine with that. I just go about my business. People stare at me a lot. "I'm a snappy dresser." I just hope they like the sound of my farts and like watching me pick wedgies and a good snot rocket.
What would cause someone to freeze up when he or she is being asked questions?
If they we too personal or hurtful.
Are we placing most of our bets on future technological advancements to bring comfort, entertainment and meaning to our continued survival?
You can take me out of the universal we you just used.
Stephen Hawking thinks that the only way we can survive as a species is to inhabit other planets. What do you think?
I think he is arrogant and needs to be put in his place. He makes statements as if anything he says matters... nothing anyone says matters. Not even a little bit. If he were to sit silent and contemplate his ego he might find that it's as big as the universe he studies right now. "The age of man is over..." Get over it.
Is there ever a time when being a hypocrite is a good thing and is not wrong? If so, when?
Sometimes it's not so much hypocrites that people are it's there ambivalence that overwhelms them. I think that is more of the case with most...
Friday, October 7, 2011
Do you care about everyone or only certain people?
I care about certain people more and everyone in general like everyone else. Sept people that don't like specific groups of people. They don't really count... but I care about them understanding how to love more and hate less.
What is your strong point (topic)in conversation that you feel confident about?
I can talk about anything because if I don't know I ask... I don't talk to pontificate and sound smart. I talk to enlighten... which means I listen more than anything.
What is something that you've tried, but you never succeeded in?
I don't know... I think I have succeeded in lots of things... oh yeah getting the Trick Chicks off the ground.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
As anybody ever spoiled you? in what way?
Mom. She is hard to handle sometimes like all moms are... but she loves me and I am her only child so she is always providing. She is always buying me food and saving up to take me out to dinner.
Have you ever felt like talking to complete strangers?
I always do its the best thing to do. It makes the world a friendly place.
What monthly salary would suffice to make you happy?
Money doesn't make me happy it makes me comfortable while I do things that make me happy like hang out with friends and sing etc... but I think if I made 5000 bucks a month I could really do some wonderful things in this world for people and animals and the environment and my career.
What would you do if someone gave you something to eat that you hate?
I am overly polite most of the time. So I ate stuff out of manners.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
As anybody ever spoiled you? in what way?
Yeah sometimes I am super spoiled and other times I feel like I am not. My friends in RL never actually make an effort to be top notch friends with me. I am the one that makes all the effort all the time. They have even abandon me when I was in the hospital never to hear from them again... people have hurt me more than I really care to discuss. But some people and they know who they are, are good souls who put time and love into me and make me some sort of priority. But mostly people just talk to me when they need something from me or if they are horny.
When would you think a person spends his or her time wisely?
When they tell another person they love them.
Monday, October 3, 2011
During what time of the day do you feel the happiest?
The time when I am hugging my cat or talking to someone I love.... like if I was online the same time as Jared. Ha. I am a full on geek in love.
Where's your favorite place to buy clothes?
I like Winners a lot. But if I could I would buy Mori clothes in japan.
Would you rather have the ability to fly, or the ability to breathe underwater?
well you can't breathe at high altitudes... but I could breath at major depths... I think it depends on how deep under water I could go. If I could go to the bottom of the ocean that would fucking rule hard.
Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
according to Myers Briggs personality testing I have the second most uncommon personality in existence. And my Introverted/extrovertedness are about the exact same but I border usually 1 to 2 percent more introverted then extroverted. The only other personality more rare than mine is a very severe introvert that doesn't function very well at all in any social situations and rarely peeks out to play with others.
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Men - what have you learnt from women in your life? Women - what have you learnt from men in your life?
That you would rather not be in my life. That you vain and you cheat to the point of jeopardizing my health.
is it too early for a margarita?
Listen if you wanna drink drink. Don't ask permission to live your fucking life.
What would make a person be comfortable with lying?
I wouldn't know. I don't lie. I never have reason to.
What do people in America think of other countries?
I wouldn't know I am not American. But for the most part I would think they think there is anyone else but them.
When would you wonder where someone got his or her information from?
I don't know... when it's wrong and overly personal.
Do you consider yourself athletic?
I as now I am just a tenderized bag of shit with no real reason for breathing.
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