Saturday, July 30, 2011
If you walk around outside without any clothes on what will happen?
The world will explode from my sexiness.
If you were going to get a tattoo, what tattoo would you get?
The rest of my sleeve and back piece and so many fun things.
Thursday, July 28, 2011
What/who can bring everlasting peace upon Earth?
It's ignorant and naive to think ONE person can do the job of what should be the diligent work and understanding of every human on earth.
If you were enlightened, how would your life be different?
It wouldn't be. Life doesn't change because your enlightened. Yous till eat sleep and shit and crave things like chocolate. There is a just a different quality to life as you go about it. Things are known that seem inexplicable. Like explaining wind to a fish.
What gives you hope for the future?
That I do something so outstanding that the whole world changes and I can feel proud of myself for making a wonderful difference. And that maybe some how after 36 years of wandering alone I might find someone who I can love and who loves me and treats me wonderfully and does stuff like Say I love you without having to have me say it first. Someone who gets excited about birthdays and wants to go for walks and bike rides and take photos and sing together. Someone that even after being friends for years isn't just in it for sex. Someone with massive world altering goals that make me swoon with pride. Someone who just totally loves me and isn't mean hateful and depressed. Someone who truly understand the human condition an to whom I am crazily attracted to and doesn't mind my sense of focus that seems obsessive but its really just the ability to focus.
What do you already know, but need to hear again?
That I am not a bad person for wanting to be treating with respect.
If you could live in any location (other than where you live) which place would it be and why?
Bali. It looked cool on the TV. Tree houses and shit.
What is one thing you look forward to doing when you get home?
Talking to Jared. It's the only thing I look forward too.
What is the one thing that you are doing to help the environment?
One thing? I have given up my life for the earth. Anything that is comfortable or would insure my dreams come true I have let go of so that the planet will survive. I don't know how to cope with the thought that I am even the smallest part of the death of all life on earth.
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
What does a Kiss indicate? Whom have you kissed lately?
Depends on the kiss. Affection. Attraction. Caring. Concern. No one. I kissed Rikki on the hand for being sweet. That's it.
Which websites are losing their cool? Why?
Facebook blows. It's been played for years but everyone uses it so it won't die fast.
Are you the same person at home as you are at work(school)?
yeah I am pretty consistent. I have my performer side though but its very much apart of me.
How to find a good man for deep relationship?
36 years and not a one yet. So don't ask me. I have deeper relationships with women. But Maleek and I have or had or whatever the deepest relationship I ever had emotionally and mentally.
If you were a serial killer - how would you kill me?
Yeah I wouldn't even entertain that answer for you at all. It's not something I would like to take my mind to.
If I eat less, will I weigh less?
That would probably be how it works. Unless you hold perfectly still.
How often do you see your old High School friends?
Not often enough and others too often. If anyone knows where Shannon Hudson and Steve Couto are on the internet pleast send me information.
Have you ever had to use crutches?
I have them embedded in my armpits presently for emergency purposes.
Do you ever sound like your father or mother? When and why? do you mock your parents ;)
OMG I try so hard not to but I do. I like it sometimes. And I do liek to mock them and they laugh at me when i do. They think it's funny.
Do you believe in the supernatural? Explain.
Yes very much. Because it happens to me all the time and I am very much apart of it and many people I know are too.
What is required to be your best friend? What made you pick them in particular?
Loyalty and a fabulous sense of humor. Fabulous. I mean you have to make me fucking laugh so hard I cry at least once a day. ;)
Have you ever held a snake?
yes. Many but one snake in particular was very nice Mr.Tipplesurchy. My ex girlfriends albino python.
Which is worst : Stalkers or the paparazzi ?
They are the same thing these days with digicams and cellphones. But Stalkers can get really fucked up. Pap are annoying but they leave. Stalkers do shit like try and kill themselves or you or both. So I am going with stalkers.
What is something from the present that humans overuse and can live without?
Clean filtered running water.
Have you ever had stage fright?
Not when I sing my own stuff for a crowd. I practice like a mother fucker.
If you and your spouse never have sex, and haven't for months or years, is it ok to find somebody for a sex only relationship?
If you and your spouse talk it over and lay down rules. But that really never works. Better just to have sex with your spouse or get a divorce if its that important.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
How often do you remember your dreams?
a great deal of the time. I have very vivid dreams that often come true.
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
Harry Potter opens today. If you were going to cast a magic spell, what spell would you cast?
One where I had whatever it is about a person that made Jared Leto's heart go boom.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
What's in your garden other than plants? (Swings ? Trampoline? Or other interesting stuff?)
Well I live in an apartment building so I had to ask for a little bit of planting space but the land lord and the super intendant guy have done up a lovely park bench for me and a zen garden for me to do my tai chi by. It has a lovely big thai buddha head on an old willow stump surrounded by orangeish red flowers.
What do you view as attention seeking behaviour?
Attention seeking behavior is not letting other people receive attention because you feel you are more worthy of peoples efforts, affection and time. It is different from being creative or having a personality that garners respect. Those types of personality gain attention through being ones self and working hard at expanding quality traits that draw people in. Attention seeking is disgusting to watch and more often painfully embarrassing. Watching people to absolutely anything to be seen with no regard to their self respect it's soooo lame and yet really stupid people fall for it because those people end up being looked at and famous. So people wanna be around the famous people or popular people because they are enamored with fame and power that was given to these people by drones of stupid fucking idiots that are molding this world into the biggest pile of fucking bullshit ever calling each other geniuses. To me a genius is a person who sees the laws of cause and effect and as many possible outcomes to their actions in a split second and chooses the one that is going to benefit the most possible for all of the planet at any given time. Not the person that can amass money power attention or fame.
What is the most useless school subject you've ever taken?
Math. It's so fucking boring to do. Like whatever we can learn math bore me to tears please.
What book are you reading at the moment and what's it about?
The Crysalids. It's about post nuclear apocalypse and the life styles of the survives and a specific journey of characters who are telepathic.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
I am really tired, but it is too early to go to bed. WHat can I do?
Write poetry, read, draw, paint, go for a walk.
Do you think that people in certain professions should behave as role models for children or for others? If so, which professions?
I think everyone should strive to be the best human they can be and those that don't are mimicked just as much as those that do. So the question you really should ask is are you concern that people are going to mimic you. That is all humans do. That's it we mimic each other. It's fucking bizarre to watch us all doing it. It doesn't matter the profession out there that you choose being authentic is very hard and being your true self so that you can shine for others who have no clue how is a choice people have to make. We got given this personality with a certain amount of time to learn how to use it to the best of our abilities.
How would you personally define a parent?
Someone who loves and teaches a child how to be an outstanding human being.
What are some signs that your job is going to shut down?
Programs get cut and people start getting pink slipped.
Who was the guy who first looked at a cow and said, "I think I'll drink whatever comes out of those things when I squeeze...
A very hungry fellow on the verge of death I am sure.
Does saving your virginity mean anything anymore?
Probably somewhere. Virginity has and will be always bullshit.
When you get a bee sting, people put mud on it. I've tried it and it does help, but how?
Cools it. Other than that I wouldn't know.
What's the craziest thing that happens in your hometown?
In Kingston it's the Queens initiation for the freshmen: Here it's the Midnight Madness.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
What's your favorite game from when you were a kid?
Mac paint and a ridiculously old as hell computer.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Friday, July 8, 2011
Who all has allergies? What do you do for them? I mean specifically nasal allergies caused by pollen/dust/mold but also I'd love to hear about what you're allergic to. I'm severely allergic to squid also.
Cig smoke and smoke in general fuckes up my sinuses hardcore. Other than that bees codine sulfa
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Are soft drinks not basically liquid candy?
I would have to go with yes they are a form of junk food which candy is.
what made people go on the computer everyday? well what do you think?
Curiousity. When ever something new or foreign is placed in any given environment the behavior patterns of the species changes. For instance when rabbits were brought over by the prince for hunting in Australia no one thought anything of it. Now rapture birds that used to soar the skies looking for pry hop around on the ground and sit in tree branches picking off rabbits like berries from a bush from the over population of rabbits. Humans are the same. They go to the internet now because it was introduced into their environment. If you took it out their behavior would change.
If prostitution was legalized worldwide & socially acceptable, would you frequently engage in sexual acts with a prostitute?
Hell no. I would be one. ;) I joke. If I was brought up in social norms as such there wouldn't be an issue no one would ever give a shit and this question would be moot.
If you had the chance to ask anyone out to dinner, living, dead, real or fictional, who would it be?
Jared Leto because I am fucking crushed hard on that man like no one knows. I furkin love him.
Do you believe in the supernatural? Explain.
Yeah totally. There is too much to it to explain if you wanna ask specific questions about certain types of super natural go for it.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Have you ever felt that some people you encountered from online expected more from you?
Sure and naw. Our minds create who we think this person is and when it doesn't match it can be alarming.
Do you think mankind will ever be able to be environmentally friendly? Or are we innately flawed?
I don't think it's that we are innate flaws of humanity that detach us from our environment, that would predispose the idea of a conscience design to imperfections and the concept of chaos to having an iota of order by which things are conducted by. I believe concepts of choice cause and effect and not so much evolution but being born into a human controlled environment as simple as a house with a roof and windows where certain sufferings are shielded from us: when these aspects of humanity are combined connections are lost and informed choices can no longer be made and we loose ourselves in vast arrays of various ignorance due to the lack of wisdom and over abundance of knowledge.
Humans are pot mixers. We have gifts that we utilized differently from other animals giving us the ability to move up the chakras faster or Maslow's Hierarchy. When we started being able to meet our very most basic needs we began to excel at a faster rate through evolution than other animals. We must have done that from the very start of our spieces. Met our basic needs at a greater capacity for such a long period of time that the evolution of our brains began to give greater capacity to more and more abstract thought like tools.
But the concepts of consequence and cause and effect are so vast that we take it for granted. They are literally the formulas by which we base all science and religion combined. But these concepts don't start START mature till we are 25 and will take till death for us to master in any capacity.
But when you think about the fact that for the longest time in our evolution we were dying right and left way before the age of 25 and often even up till 100 years ago average ages were just a little over double 25 it didn't give us much time unless we who studied it were super geniuses to realize the out come of our choices. Often times it takes many generations maybe hundreds of generations down the road to see the consequence of an ancestors action.
We don't think the words we read right now on this very computer are anything but harmless. In essence they are... but how many generations back in humanity do we have to go to find the first human to write a symbol down so that information could be passed on to another who could decipher that symbol. And since that day we have been enjoying the labors of symbols for concepts that have slowly unraveled the earth to all living beings doom.
So innate flaws? No. Too much information? Yes. Too little wisdom? Yes.
Conversely, we all so need to understand that the earth in fact the whole universe has "laws" that when certain capacity is reached... these laws are activated and the yin of destruction begins its quiet nothingness after the big inhale back into the body of creation.
Everything is on a big exhale of life right now. Just wait to "the creator" takes a nice deep breath back in.
The earth is also at capacity. Not just with humans but with EVERYTHING trees bugs plants animals and humans are just the spoon in the recipe for the next mass extinction that is written in the DNA of Mother Earth.
Yeah Mother Earth... she is the type of mother who loves us to death. She is the type of mother who eats her babies when she gets scared they will get hurt.
As for Humans learning the basic virtues that would make them great beyond any super hero? That's a hopeful prospect I always have shined in my heart as a possibility we can aim for in the vast myriad of possible outcomes. Because though we are at any moment born into infinite possible outcomes the more we steer towards a specific and hopeful one the less and less probable the other out comes become.
So less keep steering toward the outcome of tranquil, sustainable, balanced living on planet earth so all the horrible probabilities become infinitely less likely.
Monday, July 4, 2011
What's the most random weapon you could use to protect yourself? (no guns, knifes, swords etc).
the world is a weapon ready to kill.
Do you dream?
I have prophectic dreams and people say that they dream of me in ways that are very enlightened.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
What is it that no man ever saw, which never was, but always will be?
My truest love up close and personal.
What do you think is the difference between love and infatuation?
The length of time that you know someone.
Saturday, July 2, 2011
How many times did you say enough is enough but you continued the same manner? Why?
Yeah when enough is enough I am gone.
How happy are you most of the time?
Fairly stupid happy till it gets late at night then I am like a goth on heroin level sad...
What image has been burned in your memory and will stay there until the day you die?
Imma pick something not tragic and go with: the look Jared gave me at Kool Haus.
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